93FEETOFSMOKE, ​fats’e - December lyrics

I can't write, am I worthless?
I think that I peaked, don't deserve shit
I want selfishly, never earned it
I wanna make you warm like those pills did

I wanna get my wrist like the winter
Can I be that drug in your nose hair?
I wanna be the deck, not the splinter
I wanna get my wrist like the winter

I feel the push of the waves
On my skin as I swim
To the beach where you live
The flowers have wilted, and I miss your lips
Felt love but I feel like shit

And I fought for a while
But I never did mean what I said
And I can't be in denial
I've got to accept that you're gone
I'm biting my tongue