93FEETOFSMOKE, King Christian - ​end it tragic in a 6 speed lyrics

I catch myself when thoughts
Start trailing off
Envisioned as a bloody pulp
You want the sky but it's where it belongs
There's always something more
It never feels enough

Wait till I die 'fore you miss me
(Wait till I die 'fore you miss me)
Wait till I die 'fore you miss me
(Wait till I die 'fore you miss me)
Wait till I die 'fore you miss me
(Wait till I die 'fore you miss me)
Wait till I die 'fore you miss me
Might just it end it tragic in a 6 speed
Wait till I die 'fore you miss me
(Wait till I die 'fore you miss me)
Wait till I die 'fore you miss me
Might just it end it tragic in a 6 speed

Might still wake up drunk
Like do you miss me?
Might just end it tragic in a 6 speed
Hate sinking in the mud
I think it's claimed me
Bet you could never hate me like I hate me

Might still wake up drunk
Like do you miss me?
Might just end it tragic in a 6 speed
Hate sinking in the mud
I think it's claimed me
Bet you could never hate me like I hate me

I'm catching water so I'm sinking fast
I don't know how long my
Last breath will last
I knew eventually our boat would crash
Sooner or later
Now I'm waiting till my lungs collapse

(If I'm being honest, I'm scared)
Might still wake up drunk
Like do you miss me?
(I'm so sick of having nightmares)
Might just end it tragic in a 6 speed
Hate sinking in the mud
I think it's claimed me
Bet you could never hate me like I hate me

Wake up screaming 'cause you're not there
Know you're sick of giving
Chances but I'm better, i swear
If I'm being honest, I'm scared
I'm so sick of having nightmares
If I'm being honest, I'm scared
I'm so sick of having nightmares
If I'm being honest, I'm scared
I'm so sick of having nightmares