93FEETOFSMOKE - I cant figure it oit cut lyrics

Do you remember scraping resin with me
Just to cop a buzz
All the clocks we killed together
Still, we couldn't get enough
Not even of each other
We just rode out all the lust
I'm fucked up on co-dependence
No pills make me feel as numb
As when i think about the thing
You lied about since we were young
And I hope you find a purpose with you
When you're gone

I hope you find some reason
To bе happy and go on
Still bending towards the light
With concentrations in my palm
Hands shaking, still swеaty
Lying lifeless on your lawn
Hands shaking, still sweaty
Lying nauseous on your lawn

I hope you find some reason
To be happy and go on
Still bending towards the light
With concentrations in my palm
Hands shaking, still sweaty
Lying lifeless on your lawn
Hands shaking, still sweaty
Lying nauseous on your lawn

I'm not just anyone actions of my own