Akira The Don, Marilyn Monroe - Generally Miserable lyrics

Uh, do I feel happy in life? Um
Um, let's see
Let's say I hope I'm finding happiness
Right? So for me, um
Until I can realize certain things in my work
Um, I come the closest to being happy
And I can say that also about my life
Well it only happens, I think, in moments
Sometimes when I'm working
And I'll be able to, uh
Uh fulfill a scene truthfully and then
I think I'm the happiest
Well, I find it very stimulating
To keep studying and working
Um uh, but I'm not just generally happy


Um, I'm not just generally happy
If I'm genuinely anything I
Guess I'm genuinely miserable

Um, I'm not just generally happy
If I'm genuinely anything I
Guess I'm genuinely miserable

I don't know uh, sometimes, I don't know i
Think sometimes I do
Sometimes I don't which is natural, I guess
For everyone
Um i would like to be more sociable than I am
On some days
Sometimes I'll chat when I'm not pleased but
Sometimes the work it'self requires more, uh
That I'm quiet and to myself more
And other days like during a musical number
I try not to get too, uh
I'd like to be more outgoing
Because that's what I have
To express and so I try to keep it general
I try to
Even if I feel like it or not I'll try to
Make the effort to make contact
With people around me
Yes, because I could easily be alone
It doesn't bother me to be alone
Some people I know
They don't like to be alone i don't mind it
I need it as a rest and yes
It kind of refreshes myself yeah, and a rest

Um, I'm not just generally happy
If I'm genuinely anything I
Guess I'm genuinely miserable

Um, I'm not just generally happy
If I'm genuinely anything I
Guess I'm genuinely miserable

Um, I'm not just generally happy
If I'm genuinely anything I
Guess I'm genuinely miserable

Um, I'm not just generally happy
If I'm genuinely anything I
Guess I'm genuinely miserable

Yes, I think there's two things
In human beings that
They as I think there is in myself
Um, that they want to be alone but
They also want to be together, you know?
Because I think I have also a gay side to me
Also a sad side
And I think that's the way with people, also
But there is something in people they want
They need solitude for a while