Angelus, Grandee - ​monster lyrics

Blackwinterwells

I don't wanna lie
I swear there's a monster that's inside
It leaves me up, can't sleep at night
I have to lie, say that I'm fine
I'm not alright i don't wanna lie
I swear there's a monster that's inside
It leaves me up, can't sleep at night
I have to lie, say that I'm fine
I'm not all-

You hold me back, I hold my breath
I'm terrified, don't know what it says
My heart is beating out my chest
And I'm stuck in a cycle, I'm spinning around
Away from you
And I'm trapped, I don't know what to do
I'll be fine, so will you
This ain't nothing for me to prove
And I just wanna be abused
You can tell me what I should do
I'll be waiting around for you, for you

Yeah, I'm stayin' up, I wanna go to sleep
Go go gadget by my side
I guess that's what I'll be
I seen that all my friends
Are getting tired of me
You don't feel me, you don't even know me

Bitches on me when I sit on the couch
Can't fuck with niggas who use me for clout
I can not focus, I'm smoking on loud
Are you serious? You can't fuck with us
Your team hilarious
You're meant to fight alone

So you wanna sit around and
Fucking think about it
I ain't have no time to go
And fucking dream about it
All I wanna do is go to
Saks and blow my wallet
Got the eye for fashion, coat expensive
I don't care about it
How you told me I would be a fucking nobody
And now you always hitting up my phone
Like please don't talk to me
I told you stay away so why you
Try to keep up stalking me
I got some snakes around me that's why
I gotta keep it close to me

I don't wanna lie
I swear there's a monster that's inside
It leaves me up, can't sleep at night
I have to lie, say that I'm fine
I'm not alright i don't wanna lie
I swear there's a monster that's inside
It leaves me up, can't sleep at night
I have to lie, say that I'm fine
I'm not all- Wells