Aviators - Sainthood and Sanctuary lyrics

Safe from an early grave
But death feels closer still
When does the human soul cave
To find it'self a kill
Promised a crown of glory
Fought for an equal stand
But fortune would never find me
In this blood red land

Why have I given my heart
I've fallen so far
Because now the future scares me
Why am I broken and small i'd sacrifice all
For sainthood and sanctuary

After I sought protection
The saviors broke my bones
Lost streets that I remember
Now lie here alone
Mantras of greater purpose
End up left behind
The faithful don't deserve this
Desperate and blind

Why have I given my heart
I've fallen so far
Because now the future scares me
Why am I broken and small i'd sacrifice all
For sainthood and sanctuary

I would give anything to know I'm not alone
I'm tired of suffering
When I once had a home

Fallen graces familiar faces
Never look like mine rings of fire
And holy water never turn back time
Why do I have many questions
Intel I can't find still unsure of
My mind's selection to trust my fallen kind

Why have I given my heart
I've fallen so far
Because now the future scares me
Why am I broken and small i'd sacrifice all
For sainthood and sanctuary

Why have I given my heart
I've fallen so far
Because now the future scares me
Why am I broken and small i'd sacrifice all
For sainthood and sanctuary

I would give anything to know I'm not alone
I'm tired of suffering
When I once had a home