Bone Thugs-N-Harmony, Akon - I Tried lyrics

Bone Thugs, Akon, yeah
You know, don't nothin' come easy
You gotta try real real hard i've tried hard
But, I guess I gotta try harder

I tried so hard
Can't seem to get away from misery
Man, I tried so hard
Will always be a victim of these streets
It ain't my fault ‘cause I
Try to get away but trouble follows me
And still I try so hard
Hopin' one day you'll come and rescue me
But until then I'll be posted up
Right here: rain, sleet, hail, snow
But until then I'll be posted up
Right here with my heat, gettin' dough

First let me explain that I'm
Just a black man
And I come from the dark side
So I'm havin' a hard time stayin' on track
Man my mind be racin' and I don't
Even know what I'm chasin' yet
Been in and out of relationships
So I'm startin' to see that it's
Me where the complications at
But, I'm layin' back, prayin' that
You give that peace of mind to me
I thought I was right but really I'm wrong
Then again I was too blind to see
I was in the fast lane chasin' my dreams
And then it seem when the fame and cash came
They just got me goin' crazy-y-y, lately
I've been so faded tryin' to erase it
But, I just can't ‘cause the
Drama just grows greater
And I've been in so many collisions
By puttin' shit off 'til later

I tried so hard
Can't seem to get away from misery
Man, I tried so hard
Will always be a victim of these streets
It ain't my fault ‘cause I
Try to get away but trouble follows me
And still I try so hard
Hopin' one day you'll come and rescue me
But until then I'll be posted up
Right here: rain, sleet, hail, snow
But until then I'll be posted up
Right here with my heat, gettin' dough

It's like I'm takin' five steps
Forward and ten steps back
Tryin' to get ahead of the game but I
Can't seem to get it on track
And I keep runnin' away the ones that
Say they love me the most
How could I create the distance when
It's supposed to be close? And uh
I just don't know but I
Be out here fightin' demons
And it's like a curse that I
Can't shake this part of Cleveland
And Lord, would you help me?
And stop this pain I keep
Inflictin' on my family?
Hustlin' and gamblin'
Trickin' and scramblin'
And losin' sight of what I'm
Supposed to be handlin'
It's hard to manage ‘cause
Everyday's a challenge
And man, I'm slippin', can't lose my balance
I'm tryin' not to panic

I tried so hard
Can't seem to get away from misery
Man, I tried so hard
Will always be a victim of these streets
It ain't my fault ‘cause I
Try to get away but trouble follows me
And still I try so hard
Hopin' one day you'll come and rescue me
But until then I'll be posted up
Right here: rain, sleet, hail, snow
But until then I'll be posted up
Right here with my heat, gettin' dough

I see that things won't change
I'm stuck in the game as soon as I get out
It keeps pullin' me back, mane
Got me doin' dirty dirt
So used to this hustlin' money
That I don't understand no 9-to-5 work
Studied on the streets
Hustlas know what I mean
Hustlas ballin' before us
I'm tryin' to make it to that major league
So we will never leave until the sun came up
Gotta get it no, nope, not leavin' no budge
Today games they play
Gotta go hard to get what you put in
If you fall off then it's all on you
Gotta watch what you sign to
Try so hard but I won't pull through

I tried so hard
Can't seem to get away from misery
Man, I tried so hard
Will always be a victim of these streets
It ain't my fault ‘cause I
Try to get away but trouble follows me
And still I try so hard
Hopin' one day you'll come and rescue me
But until then I'll be posted up
Right here: rain, sleet, hail, snow
But until then I'll be posted up
Right here with my heat, gettin' dough