Convolk - ​Weird freestyle lyrics

I used to think that my life was a tragedy
But now I realize it's a comedy
For my whole life, I didn't know
If I even really existed but I do
And people are starting to notice

Roses in full bloom remind me of you

Smiles lie misaligned, think that something
Isn't right inside
Understand that l feel, but I wonder why
Is my soul less deflated
When you start to cry when you start to cry
Oh woah woah
All I have are negative thoughts

Yeah, spider webs
Searching to destroy, yeah yeah
Who your mans turned into a boy, yeah yeah
Cash advanced $96304 after tax
Sent the racks lava on the floor, yeah yeah

"How's your job? Are you
Having any negative thoughts?"
All I have are negative thoughts

Roses in full bloom remind me of you
Roses in full bloom remind me of you