Ekoh - Song About You lyrics

I emerge out of this dirt again
Buried alive under the words I said
While trying to save the whole entire world
I only hurt a friend
And trying to bend with these emotions
But ain't been flexible
It feels like falling back in bad
Habit's when I start texting you
I fell in love with fiction
A walking contradiction
Begging for your validations
Plotting on my imperfections
I'm at the intersection of "Run while
You can" and "Fuck it"
Drowning in your drama but swore that
I was always above it i'm bugging
Trusting my emotions are safe
From your judgement
Fucked around and let your
Negativity in my circumference
(Circumference)
I'd like to get out of this rain
But know we only go in circles when
You're flying with a broken wing yeah
Now I gotta go
Jumping through every obstacle
Nothing is working, I feel like a burden
And getting out doesn't feel possible
So let me go and live my life in happiness
I vow to never waste my time and
Write another fucking song about y-
Put all your stuff in a box in my room
Don't wanna write no songs about you
But you showed up in everything that I do
Ou Oou Ooouu

Yeah and that's the ending no
Relapsing or starting again
I made mistakes I can't escape
And that's hard to admit
This ain't no party shit
I'm sorry darling but you must be joking if
You think you'll ever be my Harley Quinn
Ay, and none of my friends can
See a thing they faded
Jaded by the mask you wear
Whenever in a public
Place and taking all these
Selfies for attention "Do it for the gram!"
I got 'em bouncing
I'ma do that for myself, damn
You need some help, yeah some time alone, yo
To r-e-s-e-t, you should phone home
Yeah, pack up everything I can fit in bags
I kept away but you come back
To me when things get bad
Isn't that so fucking ironic
How you're acting sad
Just to check the distance and set
Me up like a fucking jab
Yeah, ya see I know all your moves
This the last fuckin' song I'ma write about
You put all your stuff in a box in my room
Don't wanna write no songs about you
But you showed up in everything that I do
Ou Oou Ooouu