Ektomorf - The Cross lyrics

This is my cross
And I can't change it this is mine
I got the strength to live with
All my mistakes and demons
I try so hard to refuse and avoid
The chance to fall
I hate this now my weakness
It takes me to the edge
It's multiplies in my blood
I can't control it anymore
Control it anymore i - I stay alive
I will be stronger bring me torture
I - I stay alive when I bare the cross
I - I stay alive i will be stronger
Bring me torture i - I stay alive
When I bare the cross my cross
I take it back
This is mine and I won't sacrifice
All my life for something to someone
Who lives on lies i have my cross to bear
To bear through my life
This is the dark the unknown
The curse I have inside
It's multiplies in my blood
I can't control it anymore
Control it anymore i - I stay alive
I will be stronger bring me torture
I - I stay alive when I bare the cross
I - I stay alive i will be stronger
Bring me torture i - I stay alive
When I bare the cross my cross
Sweet darkness temptation
I can't refuse the cross
Can't you realize it? that
I'm suffocating from you
You made my life a fucking hell!"