Eldest 11 - Black Spots lyrics

I can't let her see what's in my brain
In spaces between sacred
And dark plasma strains
I'm better warm and dirty than cold and clean
I chose a side long ago
Monsters keep calling me home
But she don't know

Lord, don't let her see me this way
All the black spots
(For I am harm and she's in the way)
Lord, don't let her see my eyes have decay
All the black spots
(For her) I'll stay in sheep's clothing
(For I am harm and she's in the way)

I earned my teeth but she's in the way
I'll carry the weight through
The Drug induced daze hell can wait!
Young and naive, we'll play hide'n seek
I chose my side long ago
Monsters keep calling me home
But soon she'll know

Lord, don't let her see me this way
All the black spots
(For I am harm and she's in the way)
Lord, don't let her see my eyes have decay
All the black spots
(For her) I'll stay in sheep's clothing
(For I am harm and she's in the way)

Just stay empty bliss Sleepingsleep
What I was, I still am
I'm in love with her (Dormant)
I'm choking back the rage
Pull the trigger if I fail (BE READY)
Because I'm afraid of the
Strains starting to show

Lord, don't let her see me this way
All the black spots
(For I am harm and she's in the way)
Lord, don't let her see my eyes have decay
All the black spots
(For her) I'll stay in sheep's clothing
I am harm and she's in the way
I'm choking back the rage
(For her) I'll stay in sheep's clothing
(Can't let her see my eyes have decay)
I'm choking back the rage and hell can wait
I know you love me, but it's my price to pay
If I fail, blow me away!
I chose this side long ago
For now, Hell can wait