Eldest 11 - Bleach lyrics

It's a way of recovering what
I lost in the Vicodin
When I began, I tried to make it right
But it went wrong
And then it's hard to unravel
The knots in your heart
It's an escape, a secret love
When God won't listen anymore, all I think

God, I've done too much damage to my body
It's hard when you feel like your
World was made to cave
For way too long, I kept holding on
But now, I'm tired of everything

I try to ignore the fact
That I can't breathe anymore
Back then, we had a good
Run when I was sober, but it's all gone
And if you can't understand
I was good at everything
Dear love, they took the best part of me

In my life, I've felt so distracted
Afraid to start again
Alcohol burns like a bombshell i died
Put the morphine on the medicine spinner

Oh my God
I've done too much damage to my body
It's hard when you feel like your
World was made to cave
For way too long, I kept holding on
But now, I'm tired of everything
When the finger slip
You can forget me holding on
Now, I'm tired of everything

I try to ignore the fact
That I can't breathe anymore
Back then, we had a good
Run when I was sober, but it's all gone
And if you can't understand
I was good at everything
Dear love, they took the best part of me
I try to ignore the fact
That I can't breathe anymore
Back then, we had a good
Run when I was sober, but it's all gone
And if you can't understand
I was good at everything
Dear love, they took the best part of me

Coming through the hallway bleeding
Out my nose nobody ever understands anymore
I couldn't change
You couldn't take time but I don't care
You motherfuckers never cared