Eldest 11 - Coming To Terms lyrics

For lack of "Love, " a better word?
This never existed and we
Manufacture our thoughts
Ignore the bad (ignore) rushing in too blind
(I'm rushing half of the time) I'm no angel!

My mouth feels dry
And I held on to every word you say
Inebriated on love again!
(F'd up) Then tongue starts
To forfeit the taste
If people die every day
They keep it under cover!

Girls! Dirty Girls! Becoming Kings!
I'm tired of feeling swallowed
You're my vitamins and I fucking hate it!
I'm coming to terms that you're not
Worth the pain I endure
You're my vitamins and I fucking hate it!

And I (I've tried) give you all
(so worthless) I can giving until it hurts!
Why don't you (I'm trying) love me?
I've been killing myself every day!
Take your placeso far (you don't understand)
You take every part of me because
I keep rushing in too blind

Girls! Dirty Girls! Becoming Kings!
I'm tired of feeling swallowed
You're my vitamins and I fucking hate it!
I'm coming to terms that you're not
Worth the pain I endure
You're my vitamins and I fucking hate it!

Girls! Dirty Girls! Becoming Kings!
This never existed rushing in too
Blind my mouth feels dry!