Eldest 11 - Hold It In lyrics

Gas Chambers
Leading me down where the orchestras play
The destructionand symphonies
Violent songs to me
The violent games that we play

Building castles in my mind
Trebuchets in my eyes
Monster! When you're out of line
And the shrouds you build
Doesn't make any sense at all

And I hold it inand I held
It injust hold it in

In my eyes, I'm not there
Look at me! They've taken
Everything away from me
In my eyes, I'm not there
Look at me! They've taken
Everything away from me

Take your pills!
I watched you build your barricades
Now you look afraidtell me
How you really feel!
Covered in whitei've been down for too long
Now I'm ready to fightso hollow inside!

And I hold it inand I held
It injust hold it in

In my eyes, I'm not there
Look at me! They've taken
Everything away from me
In my eyes, I'm not there
Look at me! They've taken
Everything away from me
Taken everything away from metaken
Everything away from me

Just give me space! Let me feel everything!
I'm tired of feeling this way
God made me this way how
Can you judge anything? You don't even know
You're not me! and I'm not there
(no longer there)