Eldest 11 - In My Arms lyrics

I wake to the sun going down
The repetitions make me cold
And Nose Bleeds and Dark things following me
The Darkness soothes me so it
Can hide all my imperfections
To be alive? To keep holding on so tight?
When it wears on a soul that's losing light
And a past I can't let go of (Not proud of)
But then I saw her standing there
Looking in my eyes (Look) Long hair
The world STOPS and I'm scared!
(I face my fear) i'm not what you think I am
The wear and tear Ends a solar flare
Needing repair!

ME? I've never been so happy!
(We lived through hell)
We lived through all the harms
In the storms, I found you in the calm
(Down in the dirt)
But, I'd rather you be in my arms
ME? I've never been so happy!
(We lived through hell) completely Disarmed
In the storms, I found you in the calm
(Down in the dirt)
But, I'd rather you be in my arms

I'm not perfect i'll never be but
That's part of my mystery
(and my dark things)
I gave up a search because I
Never felt someone would love me
To be alive? To keep holding on so tight?
When it wears on a soul that's losing light
And you seethings are never given
To those that seek

But then I saw her standing there
Looking in my eyes long hair
The world STOPS and I'm scared!
I'm not what you think I am
The wear and tear Ends a solar flare
Needing repair!

(I've never been so happy)
And scaredsometimes we got to wait
For the right time it'll happen on it's own
Without forcing things along

ME? I've never been so happy!
(We lived through hell)
We lived through all the harms
In the storms, I found you in the calm
(Down in the dirt)
But, I'd rather you be in my arms jUST WAIT
You'll never forget me