Eldest 11 - Machine lyrics

Do you acknowledge that I
Am still standing here?
Good luck to you in heaven even though
I may never see you there
At the ground zero where the anger
Is protein for my machine, where do I go?

Flexing the neck protected that tender spot
The one no one contacts
You saw stars and soft pedaled that animosity
While you burst into the atmosphere
It's so terribly sweet but not for me

I'm not withstanding my convictions
I hold my throat it's do or die
There are risk involved in
Everything that we try
(Say a prayer) but fuck it all
I'll draw a heavy black line through
The words you and I

Flexing the neck protected that tender spot
The one no one contacts
You saw stars and soft pedaled that animosity
While you burst into the atmosphere
It's so terribly sweet but not for me

I was pushed into the womb and you
Don't know but star pricked through
Showing a deep well of blue, I
Thought so high of you
And now where are you?
I was pushed into the womb and you
Don't know but star pricked through
Showing a deep well of blue, I
Thought so high of you
And now where are you?

I watch you change but now your far away
It's not my fault, I couldn't stay
You're everything I wanted to
Stick my teeth into so just let me
I'm not the same, I'm always changing
Growing but you stayed the same