Eliza McLamb - anti-cinematic lyrics

Waking up to another day
Of wasting my whole life away
I'm trying not to complain
But it's hard out here

'Cause what movie ever takes place
In this backwards,  run down
Piece of shit state how can I romanticize it
If no one's here to see it?

Haven't had a circle of
Friends since playdates
Spending every weekend just staring
At my face in the mirror
And it's not getting any clearer
And I know, and I know
And I know I sound whiny
But what if my best years are behind me?
What if I just keep
Getting older and lonelier