Smrtdeath, Fantasy Camp, Wicca Phase Springs Eternal - Slave 2 Love lyrics

It's in my darkest times that I see you
All those sleepless nights when I call your name
Somethin' in the past, need a redo
But I can't find the strength, no, I'm faltering

Used to wanna talk 'bout how I don't love you right
Used to wanna talk about the way I'm always up at night
And I still see those wounds where you shot me through
So I guess I'll just always remember you

I cannot save sympathy
Cause all this shit hurt too much
That time when you said to me
I wasn't worthy of your love
I was in way too deep
I didn't know who to trust
Got nothing to believe
I always freeze when I should run
Know I'm just a little too patient
Leads to me waiting, leads to me wasted
Walk the same lit in rotation
Keeping me pacin', keeping me standin'
You would lie even when naked
Leads me to breaking, knees I be prayin'
Years of my life have been taken
Workin' on savin', nothin' worth savin'

I'm not a slave to love
I'm a slave to you
And I would pull away
If I was able to

I'm not ashamed of love
But I'm afraid of you
And I would pull away
If I was able to
If I was able to

Feeling like death today
Same as every other time
Waves that wonder
Pushing me in
I'm writing a life surprise
Buried inside a till
Somewhere inside my mind
Making me crazy
Baby come save me from an honest lie
I've been up late, one insatiable angel
What's mine I will take
I'll leave with what I came for
And for you, I'm grateful
A tie that's forever
If she wants to tether to me then I'll tether

It's time
I can see you take time writing to your hands
Propertize the love that was bleeding from my life
Help me bring to life what I couldn't understand
Lead me dpwn the path that was always in my plans
Crystalize romance that was always in my mind
Take away the pain that was always in my eyes
Please supply the life that was leaving me in bed
What can I provide that you don't already have?