Fliptrix - My Soul lyrics

Five roaches, psychosis, mind open
Eyes closed but still cry to find coping
Time slides in white smoke, I lie choking
Hiding my venomous dreams with high hoping
You’ve never felt pain until you’ve
Lost what you’ve held closest
Strains cutting my veins with thrombosis
The only beat I’ll ever truly
Feel is my heart’s pulses
Broke promises, hope my zones progress
It’s hard to face the place
Your fate’s chosen
Your faith ain't settled your
State your brain’s emotion deranged focus
I cry for help but help remains hopeless
Till your soul is not ghostless
I turn light into dark to see
The dead in the summer solstice
So my soul flows so corrosive
Till my last breath goes
And the coffin closes
Lay down, you’ll blossom roses

I’m speaking so deep believe in my tone
I bleed on this beat, the reaper’s in zone
I’m leaving my body and freeing my soul
I’m leaving my body and freeing my soul

I’m scared of the day when
Mary Jane murders me
Hurting internally with burns that
Are third degree left in the middle ground
Lurking in purgatory demons they circle me
Scheming and hurting me
Blood spills burgundy like thieves
In the night fam I flee with the urgency
Footsteps tertiary
Sight of my thought of the
Things that determine these
I speak with the force so
My power doubles Hercules lie when I’m dead
But for now I live vertically
With too much to say so there’s
No time for work or sleep
Break down your train of thought
Rob it like a burglary
And that’s a certainty
It’s mine for eternity
Mind when the serpents sneak
Mind how your mind works and mind
How you earn your keep
Mind you’re not left a chalk line
On these dirty streets at 33
Fuck that I yearn for peace

I’m speaking so deep believe in my tone
I bleed on this beat, the reaper’s in zone
I’m leaving my body and freeing my soul
I’m leaving my body and freeing my soul

Closing eyelids, death on a chosen island
Rest in silence, memories flashing vibrant
Brain alive but body holds no compliance
Trying to hold on to life
But it fades and spirals
Was a gift now it’s going so
I need to ride it no time for guidance
Virus struck and it triumphed
Seen the light now I feel
Like I’m high and flying mind enlightened
Man you know I’m fine with dying
I know God so let me leave
Earth and try and find him
Let me leave earth and try and find him