Flowz Dilione - Like Father Like Son lyrics

It's so fuckin hard to write this
Where to begin?
I'm so tired of watching you die
From the cancer you drink
I'm not angry at you dad
I just can't handle this shit
You're my captain and I'm fucked
If you abandon this ship
I wonder what life would've been
Like if mum never left
And if Luke and Jesse never split
With monsters under their beds
I think our family is love at it's best
True colours shinin
In the presence of pain and
The shadows of death
I remember the days you couldn't
Get out of bed
I had to make River's lunch with
Whatever food we had left
But that shit just made us
Stronger and grow up faster
So I have to left you know you
Aren't and never were a hopeless father
So many memories I cherish I
Keep hold in my grasp
But even when you leave this earth I'll
Keep your soul in my heart

You lost your only friend
The only one you've ever let inside
I wish that I could fill the void inside
Your empty eyes and give you sight
But, I don't know maybe life is better blind
I wish anxiety would step aside
Cause your the vehicle
That depression drives and alcohol
Affects a steady mind
I wish that I had never left
Your side and moved away
Cause now I can't help you and with
Your health I am truly losing faith
I'll take my own life if it
Means that you could live again
And be a dad for River from the
Heavens I will give you strength