Gawne - Bad Dreams lyrics

Yeah
Sometimes I lay awake in a night terror
And pray for the light yeah
Father what's the meaning of life?
Is it the cheat to just fight fair?
Will someone please give me an idea
Why am I here? Life is short
Yesterday was just a kid in a highchair
Couple years and I'll have
Children in white hair
No I don't want to die yet
Death is like my permanent nightmare

I got too much to prove
Grew up a screw up with nothing to lose
'Til I started making
Something outta freestyles
Worked at it for years, I'm a beast now
Couldn't walk a mile in my shoes
Learn to deal with pain
Feel the rain on my skin
I will evade the pills I used to
Pop when I was in a place
Sticky as Gorilla Tape
Shit I may have ended it all
And put a bullet in my brain
If it wasn't for this
The music saved me
Grew up on that Jay-Z and Shady
Maybe I'm just a crazy lunatic
When at school
I spent semesters in detention with hooligans
Never one of the coolest kids
I fooled a bit around in notebooks
Started doodling some lyrics that
I was spewing
Spitting
Improving as I moved into a
Level above the rudimentary
My enemies are getting fed up
Like the Judas sending Jesus to the Crucifix
Sleeping on me? I will put you
To bed like a Sudafed

I can't love you anymore
Know we been through the cold zone
Known I'd become frozen
Can't do this any
Why can't I leave all the bullshit
Days I feel so alone
That I think I might be broken
Can't do this anymore

I know you don't like me
Though I'll never let a hater penetrate
Or get in my psyche
You're broken? I might be
You know that when I'm holdin' a mic
There's not a person on this
Earth who's as feisty
Now that'd be unlikely
'cause I'm the almighty
Was born as a Pisces, crazy it might seem
My life man used to be dicey
Was broke as fuck
Cold, I've been icy, but now I'm too spicy
Fillin' up my tight jean
Pockets with light green
It's gotta be pricey, like boxing Nike's
That I'd cop out of HYPEBEAST
Not into that designer
Rather rock me a white tee
It's cotton never silk
But I still will stick my
Fuckin' cock in your wifey
Then hit it like Tai Chi, admit I'm a wizard
When I spit it at light speed
While rippin' these tight beats
And sippin' a High C
I'm livin' a pipe dream
'Cause nightly, don't wanna go to bed
I don't like sleep!

I can't love you anymore
Know we been through the cold zone
Known I'd become frozen
Can't do this any
Why can't I leave all the bullshit
Days I feel so alone
That I think I might be broken
Can't do this anymore