Goddess FIJI - Dead Idols lyrics

All the niggas I look up to they be dead now
My blue tears coming out red now
I don’t even know where I gotta head now
Drug next to me, layin’ in my bed now
Think about life & death &
How should head out
Cuz all the niggas I look up
To they be dead now
In the mirror reflection telling me
I look the same now
Heart break then the silencer goes
Off that’s the same sound
I was looking for someone but
I guеss she ain’t round

It’s a torturе inside gotta act
Like im fine man
Problems all in my face still
Act like im blind damn
With some new hoes now can’t even
Act like I mind em
I’ll prolly show you feelings as
Soon as I find em
Goals are like a mountain & Im climbing
Dreams like a skateboard you gotta grind em
Love to play with words so im rhyming
They was tryna act tough so I slimed em

Paradise, Or hell?
Lost energy, to always win like or fail
Love dead in front of me but
My story a long tale
Gotta get out my flesh, get out my own skin
They tryna hit me up but
Just hit the wrong mail

They don’t like me for my person
But for what I got
They hate me for what I am &
Appreciate me for what Im not
I know im really cold but this shit is hot
Shit I had to told cuz shit need a stop
If I was boutta go they wouldn’t give a fuck
I’ll be gone before I know
How really feel the love
Only thing I really know Is
How feel the drugs

Writing rhymes, smoking glass
I can’t get enough
All my idols are dead man this shit is hard
People who taught me ain’t here
To teach me now
But Idon't really care I just wanted
Em to live it up
Why you worked so hard? If it’s
Only to give it up?
Our idols man just think it up

Drugs are like a problems I
Heard they stuck with us
It’s always "you don’t want problem you
Don’t want war with us"
Even to our death I think
Our remorse comes with us
If you kill somebody good
How you come down to this?
If you try & kill yourself with drugs
I think you lame for this
People who looked up to you
Fucked up now & you just starting
To get blamed for this
But no lie you just part of the problem
With the medias & the pressure &
A whole lot of other shit
When I seen fredo Dead I
Really been like fuck it
Then Nipsey I couldn’t even believe
This shit for real
Then I hear people say why it’s him, not me?
I gave em my trust, my love
& this shit got me
Ain’t giving a fuck just stay with my
Drug like it makes me happy
I smoke out my lungs for im finna pour in
My cup like I need it so badly
Getting money from my bad
Ain’t talking no baggies
I was waiting for her love
She was waiting for Mollys
They were doin Ollies now
They all on Morphines