Goddess FIJI - Kool-Aid lyrics

2 years ago I had the love I did show some
I was also deep in drugs &
Plus I did roll blunts
My trust so fucked so No I didn’t show none
It’s not that I don’t trust you
I just trust no one
Only thing I really want is reach
The bottom of my cup
Pour it up again cuz now I
Just don’t give a fuck
I was 12 Really running from the cop
I was 13 out here really
Getting top by every thot
They fall in love bout everytime
Or try to play me with a trick of mind
But for all this shit I ain’t got time
& for all these bitch I ain’t got time

Im just tryna nut & go away
If you tryna fuck bitch, Go away
Tryna make love? you a no brain
Take a bottle, fire a hole then I smoke it up
Out the puddlе
Way to our goal we only goin’ up
Look at my shit but me their
Shit I can’t еven open up?
I, Used to think too much
Now I force myself to not think at all
You trust yourself too much
Tryna force me out but I won’t blink at all
The one who wins the feared one
& im extra good at this shit
One who win is also the one who can
Act & Im always ready for this shit
Say I should make videos but they
Ain’t ready for this clip
Tryna catch up to me you’ll
Never be near so dismiss

Y’all boys wanna spiders, Slimes
Gorilla’s & shit for one time
Can y’all try to be yourself & shit?
She like FIJI boy you turned
Too careless & shit
I’ll believe in another love when
I’ll see it in flesh
Prolly did the worst, trying to be my best
All this darkness swear it got
Me rid of my stress prolly not by god but I
Still think that Im blessed
Nobody never loved me so I ain’t waiting on
A guy in the sky to tell me
If Im being good or not that’s crazy
Can’t accept the fact that
You’ll die that’s scary?
Oh you wanna come back in another form
But I’ll tell you you dream already
If what I say Makes you
Sad then please forgive me
I wasn’t trying to
I was just tryna tell the truth
You know I’d never lie to you?
You were the moon to me, my Yue
I was young But I grew, hey
I was high so I just flew away
I was waiting on some new days
Mix my shit until it's red
Or purple as some Kool-Aid