Grieves - Catapults lyrics

I feel like the last lit candle
In the back of my mind
Both palms to the future
So slack in the line
But no qualms with it I don't flip
A coin like the rest of em
Or fall into line and live
Life by the pendulum
And never would i sell my soul
Find the beauty in the little
Things you can't control
Break the mold from it look you
Can see tomorrow in my eyes
And expect nothing less than
A lesson in disguise
When the clouds clear heavens just a
Six letter word like crutch
Hanging on the syllables and verbs of trust
And this is why i walk where the road ends
And live inside that little space
Where the notes been
Like this is all that ever made sense
My hopes, my flesh, my bones, my breath
Exposed
Holding onto to truth like it's slipping and
The cliffs edge is cutting the rope
I think it's time to let go

Look at what you started
Got the whole world holding their
Heads in their hands trying to find a reason
Trying to figure out the pieces to
Find another meaning to believe it

Look at what you started
Got the whole world shaking their
Fists at the sky trying to find a reason
Trying to blame it on the momma like it's
Coming through to take away their jesus

I see the glow in the window from the street
And i seek truth through
The passion i release
And absorb it all of this
Has torn apart the seams
And explained to me that I don't need
A hand to hold the dreams
And I don't need to stand in
Front of god to intervene
With a devil that's inside trying
To take away my dreams
I created play my little life on the strings
Carve a sentence out of silence and
Wear it like a ring
To remember hell is just a
Four letter word like fear
Tracing the reflection of your tears
I've been choking on my everything for years
Trying to force a meaning into
Anything that smudged the mirror
Like i learned that this is not about control
No wins no loss no points no goals just go
Holding onto the truth like it's slipping and
The cliffs edge is cutting the rope
I think it's time to let go

Look at what you started
Got the whole world holding their
Heads in their hands trying to find a reason
Trying to figure out the pieces to
Find another meaning to believe it

Look at what you started
Got the whole world shaking their
Fists at the sky trying to find a reason
Trying to blame it on the momma like it's
Coming through to take away their jesus