Grieves - Fairytale Bullshit lyrics

Y'know I just don't understand sometimes
The shit is so confusing
Y'know, you think it's right
It's just like everything blows up
In your face one day, yeah
I don't know, y'know i tried right? I tried

I get these phone calls waking me
Telling me that it's over and over
I won't hear you trying to
Tell me that it's hopeless, this is bogus
Never dedicated time into the hopeless
Never dedicated love into the hope
Why do you treat me like I'm no one?
Now I'm searching for the answer to the
Question: why does love hurt me?
When your accepting
A lesson is always learned
But now I'm not ready to spend it
(I don't want this)
I try to say "I love you"
As I finish out this sentence
Want to end this want to stop it and leave
It right where it started
Want to break down screaming and
Break this whole world's heart
And yet I, see my options as you claw me
No I'm not okay
And I don't want to hear you're sorry
(Come and tell me)

Why's this happening?
Love is slowly molded into tragedy
Stuck in front of the crossfire in reality
Happily ever after is some bullshit
It's fairytale bullshit
I want it but it's hopeless (Passing me by)
Why do you push me over, break me down
And build me back up? (I don't understand)
Why do you push me over, break me down
And build me back up?
(I got a right to know)

Yo, you can catch me on my
Balcony looking up at the stars
Thinking about my love lost, life lessons
And scars my God
I'm finding it hard to write my verses
Broken angels pass my window and
Hover above the curtains
Never state the purpose
They just kick it and make me nervous
And it hurts
Cause all I get from this lesson is
That it's worthless and some days
I want to walk in rain
And scream your name out
Beat my pain down and bleed my faith out
But still I stay strong that it's okay at all
You can build a person up and
Push them down when you want
But now that it's gone
Breeds in every thought
Research the meaning when you say that "I
Love you" and then skeet off

Why's this happening?
Love is slowly molded into tragedy
Stuck in front of the crossfire in reality
Happily ever after is some bullshit
It's fairytale bullshit
I want it but it's hopeless (Passing me by)

And now these tears saturate the
Salty flavor of my lifestyle
Never take my hood off
Lonely living with the lights out
Life is like a child staring at my essence
Never let the lights revolve
(Never) around the feeling or it's presence
This is why
We're taking all the pictures in my mind
Trying to find my way away from
It, never letting it die, i
Try to relieve it, leaving it
Feeing, and never retrieve it, i
Try to relieve it, releasing the meaning
And love and it's reason, why
Try? Life is not a battle to be won
I'm sick of fighting for a reason
And squeezing it 'till it's done
It's time to let go
It's time to ride into the sunset
It's time to find reality and milk
It 'till it runs red
I wonder, but maybe that's excessive
Maybe I should stop trying to
Fight it and accept it
But letting it go is harder than expected
I admit it so now I sit and write and
Try and ride into the distance

Why's this happening?
Love is slowly molded into tragedy
Stuck in front of the crossfire in reality
Happily ever after is some bullshit
It's fairytale bullshit
I want it but it's hopeless (Passing me by)
Grieves: You know
It seems hopeless sometimes
Y'know I don't even know
I tried, y'know, honestly
It's whatever, it's done one love