Grieves - Kidding Me lyrics

Last time I wrote a song like this I was
Drunk off the last words out of your lips
And what a world –
You were always looking for attention
I was holding on to my abandonment obsession
In hindsight –
I was just as ignorant as you were
Blinded by the "you" word
Combined by the sutures
Good-bye to the cruel world, you
Had to be out
And I caught you with another dudes
-– - in your mouth
Goddamn little lady, how’d you get so cold?
How’d life teach you all the little
Tricks you pulled on me?
Hopelessly passionate
Openly act as if everything is all
My fault – no sacrifice
Nah, I should’ve seen it from the start
Red dress laying on the floor in the dark
You were everything I wanted but
Nothing that I needed
My sexy little piece of shit demon, leaving

I used to say that I loved you
I used to act like a fool
But now I hear that you’re wondering
If the girl I run with is treating me cool –

You fucking gotta be kidding me
Look at all that you did to me
Why the hell would you be
Wondering who’s kissing me now?

Last time I had a thought
Like this I was locked
In my room with a bottle in my fist
What a world –
I was trying to pick apart the pieces
Even moved to Cali with you
Living by the beaches egregious –
Made a dude want to find Jesus
Huddled in bunker with nothing
But canned peaches
If I was a weaker man I would’ve broke down
The second I caught you getting
Your sex around town
God damn, what a hell of a ride
Cinderella got drunk and started
Spreading her thighs the fairy tale’s over
After telling me lies – became a rock in
The belly of the reason we fight
Yeah, I should’ve seen it from the jump
I should’ve shut the door on your
Face and called you a -–-
Everything I wanted
But nothing that I needed
My sexy little piece of shit creampuff
Biatch

I used to say that I loved you
I used to act like a fool
But now I hear that you’re wondering
If the girl I run with is treating me cool –

You fucking gotta be kidding me
Look at all that you did to me
Why the hell would you be
Wondering who’s kissing me now?