Grieves - Room We Hide In lyrics

I’m not a person of my words anymore
I exist inside a dream that was started by
A child that now lives inside of me
I can’t play anymore
I’m falling off the edge and
Fighting every urge I’ve ever
Had to strike it down and leave it dead
I make music
Pain made me want to take to it, Fate drew
It right in front your
Mothafuckin face, use it, right?
But there’s a different way you view my life
So meet me in the middle and throw
Rocks from the room you hide in
I get inside it
How sick it's mind that it’s
Got me reaching after something
Like I thought that it was tryin to find me
Lost, and it’s harder than expected
Spotlights burn the part of me
That shouldn’t be affected
And I try to be simple
Don’t put me on a pedastle
I’m twice as fucked as everyone and scared
Like all the rest of you
Please, all I want is peace when the sun sets
To breathe in and taste what hasn’t come yet
Listen to my words

Once upon a time, a long time ago before I
Lost my mind, I was fine, I was good
I was faithful
Now I’m crazy and I’m lost and I hate you
Because you took it all away from me

I chose my own path and left
Home without a road map
Dressed for sunshine
Should have known better to pack
For those days that would turn rainy, cold
And black see I heard the stories
But, I didn’t know the facts
I assumed all was perfect
From the photographs
Til the light hit the surface
To expose the cracks
What’s worse than not knowin if
You’re still on track
Paranoid and having thoughts
About turnin back
I’ve seen dreams transform into
The worst disease
And almost let the doubt kill
My will to succeed
But, I traveled too far to
Turn around and leave get angry
Pound my fists in the ground to bleed
Hoping to break my creed and sit
At a table with thieves
Tricks up their sleeves
Saying how my music should be
I keep on with the profit's
And building with Grieves
Knowing one day I’ll prove
What I’ve always believed
Eventually, I know that day will be seized

Once upon a time, a long time ago before I
Lost my mind, I was fine, I was good
I was faithful
Now I’m crazy and I’m lost and I hate you
Because you took it all away from me