Grieves - Scar Gardens lyrics

Lay another one to rest in the
Valley of my shadows opened up
Bury all my expectations for
A semi normal love
And with it burning in my palms
Massaging into my blood
I try to fight away my urges "It's
Only gonna rope you up girl"
Hear me, I know my capabilities of breaking
In the only thing that saves you
From the feelings of trust
Believe the angel on your
Shoulder when she comes
Cause your devil's so familiar
And mine will leave you flustered like
You count your tears like experience
And me? Just another sunken dream
Trying to deal with it
Calmly, reacting to every situation
Since you called me
Head dug into my palms thinking
She don't honestly want this
And it's obvious yeah the sorrow sets it off
Hypnotizing both of us into
Agreeing with the odds
But in the dark I got a
Chance to fight it off
Instead I sleep with the chaos
That will wander down
The same Path that I chose to walk on

She said it took her all her life
She’s steady looking at me like
She caught a glimpse of something
"I am not your paradise, girl"
And with it in me
Its better to save your wishes
For the moment after sailing away
She said it took her all her life
She’s steady looking at me like
She caught a glimpse of something
"I am not your paradise, girl"
And with it in me
Its better to save your wishes
For the moment after sailing away
"I should have never even shown you"

What it’s like inside the world
I keep a lock on
Purple hearted scar garden harvesting
My thoughts song and with the chalk gone
The problem still exists
At least the outline of it's
Death prevents another fatal kiss
But that's impossible neither one of
Us opted to be positive
Stared each other in the face
And screamed until we lost it
And the fire magnetically pulled both of
Us right on top of it
Until one of us surrendered to
Rejection of the opposite
And this is not a love song
I’m working out my problems
The love songs what caused them
Now i’m stuck and trying to solve them
And it's all forever tarnished From
Beginning to the end
You use my smile as an ashtray
And inhale it's ending scent
Let it go, please
Let it go this will kill you
Reinventing us is not a miracle
We still do and
Just as certain as I speak it to you now
I know I’ll wake up on the left
Side on the other side of town

Listen!

"I am not your paradise, Girl"
"You should have never even asked"
"I am not your paradise, Girl"
"I should have never even showed you"
Baby, I can't make this right now