IAmJakeHill - Ellie! lyrics

I been far away without you right here
I can't take another day without you my dear
I'll be running back soon just like the
Way I always do 45 nights, no wind inside
Another state line sign I've left behind
And this hotel room won't
Let me sleep tonight
And now I'm in the G class on the 405
Ridin' with the seat back
It's a long long night
Don't know when I'll be back
But it's gonna be fine
You don't wanna see me like that

If I could take the first flight back to 334
I'd be there at first light
Meet me at my door
I don't wanna say you're right
But I feel so alone
And now I'm drownin' quickly
Days go by so slow
I hate to say you told me so
I should be used to this by now
I wish you well, I miss you

All I wanna do is go the fuck back home
I can't stand it, I'm a panic
Can you save my soul?
Every time I turn around I always end
Up right back in this hole again
And all I wanna do is sleep in my own bed
Not a minute goin' by without you in my head
You're a blessing and a curse and it really
Hurts worse when I wake up all alone

Pressin' all the pieces back in place
I'm gettin' weaker in the
Knees with every day
I try to keep it in my teeth
But I'm a mess right now
28 years have led me here
I'm feelin' old right now
You know my fears
I'll probably spend all my time
Wishin' I was young
Now I'm trynna find the
Motivation to wake up
Gotta make my way to Mesa, don't wait up
But you're always in my background
You know that
Damn I really wanna see you right now

If I could take the first flight back to 334
I'd be there at first light
Meet me at my door
I don't wanna say you're right
But I feel so alone
And now I'm drownin' quickly
Days go by so slow
I hate to say you told me so
I should be used to this by now
I wish you well, I miss you

All I wanna do is go the fuck back home
I can't stand it, I'm a panic
Can you save my soul?
Every time I turn around I always end
Up right back in this hole again
And all I wanna do is sleep in my own bed
Not a minute goin' by without you in my head
You're a blessing and a curse and it really
Hurts worse when I wake up all alone
All I wanna do is go the fuck back home
I can't stand it, I'm a panic
Can you save my soul?
Every time I turn around I always end
Up right back in this hole again
And all I wanna do is sleep in my own bed
Not a minute goin' by without you in my head
You're a blessing and a curse and it really
Hurts worse when I wake up all alone