Jelly Roll - Bottle and Mary Jane lyrics

Lately I'm drowning my pain with
A bottle and Mary Jane
No matter what I take,  I feel the same
I been bound by these shackles and chains
A man of convictions, damn these addictions
Just can't be tamed
So lately I'm drowning my pain with a
Bottle and Mary Jane

Coming down a back road
A cloud of fat smoke rolling out my window
Even though I'm damaged
I'm standing on all ten toes
I'm lost when I should go from here
I don't know eyes gloss but the pain on
My face I won't show
A prisoner inside my mind
I can't get out of here
I don't know why I ignore signs
When they're so loud and clear

Lately I'm drowning my pain with
A bottle and Mary Jane
No matter what I take, I feel the same
I been bound by these shackles and chains
A man of convictions, damn these addictions
Just can't be tamed
So lately I'm drowning my pain with
A bottle and Mary Jane

No one else to turn to so I
Burn through another bag of pine
Courage is a virtue
It refers to this life of mine
I could drink a fifth of liquor
And feel like I'm fine
I know even then, I'd never be satisfied
I cannot pay the bills, pop a couple pills
And just get by
Wouldn't change the pain I feel
Seeing tears spill out my daughter's eyes
So I pop the top on this
Bottle and pour it on ice
When I'm wrong is the only time I feel right

Lately I'm drowning my pain with
A bottle and Mary Jane
No matter what I take, I feel the same
I been bound by these shackles and chains
A man of convictions, damn these addictions
Just can't be tamed
So lately I'm drowning my pain with
A bottle and Mary Jane