Jelly Roll - Pill Talking lyrics

I don't love you baby
That was the pill talking
I been running lately
Avoiding my real problems

I'm just sitting here thinking there's
Gotta be more to life
For everything that I been through
My heart is colder than ice man it's frozen
 I can't wait till this chapter closes
I'm hopeless, the bible full of pressed roses
Sitting on the counter reminds of times
That my eyes flowed like a fountain
My mind is full of cowards
Memories that I wish I could finally escape
I really wish that happiness had
A time and a place

One thing I know it's so hard letting go
I hold on, to what kills me baby
Sometimes I know I'd be better alone
I'm so cold, I been damaged baby
I don't love you baby
That was the pill talking
I been running lately
Avoiding my real problems

I'm addicted to the hurt, I like that shit
And if pain was a women
I would wife that bitch
I take the pin out the grenade
Hold it and hug it
And let that motherfucker blow
I'm so self-destructive
Two words that describe me, savage and flawed
Cared nothing at all about the damage I cause
I walk out of a thang as fast as I came
Every time I try to change
It's gas to a flame
I get on a rollercoaster and
Don't even buckle up
Every time I get love I feel
The need to fuck it up
I do it every time with no hesitation
I don't know why but I'm
In love with self-deprecation

One thing I know it's so hard letting go
I hold on, to what kills me baby
Sometimes I know I'd be better alone
I'm so cold, I been damaged baby
I don't love you baby
That was the pill talking
I been running lately
Avoiding my real problems

There's something else that I feel in my soul
For so long I know my heart has froze
Just how it goes, it's the highs and the lows
This I know, this I know

One thing I know it's so hard letting go
I hold on, to what kills me baby
Sometimes I know I'd be better alone
I'm so cold, I been damaged baby
I don't love you baby
That was the pill talking
I been running lately
Avoiding my real problems