Jutes, Jez Dior - Smile lyrics

Love has finished
And I've been sitting in my living room
With Tunnel Vision
I wonder if I'll ever see it through
Wait a minute
My life is going off the course again
Bottling 'em
Startin' to feel like a corpse again
All the time, life's hittin' my bottom line
All I ever do is apologize
Probably better off if I die
'Cause everything's so lovely when
I go to sleep
But I wake up so empty ghost inside my sheets


Smile yeah, you know it's been a while
Feelin' like my heart's on trial
No one ever sees me smile so why
Do I always walk this line?
Feelin' like I'm runnin' out of time
That's the story of my life

I woke up on the wrong side of the bed, yeah
Said, "What's up?" to the
Voices in my head, yeah
Take a shot, turn to my bedside to forget
But I
Hate myself, wanna replace myself, yeah
All my friends think that
I'm a reject, yeah, yeah
Therapist said I'm on the defense, yeah
Yeah
Fall in love too easy, I'm so desperate
Got all these questions like
Why am I so fucked up? Where did I go wrong?
When I suppress my demons
Why's the world move on when I try to-

Smile yeah, you know it's been a while
Feelin' like my heart's on trial
No one ever sees me smile so why
Do I always walk this line?
Feelin' like I'm runnin' out of time
That's the story of my life