MAVI, MESSIAH! - BEACON TALK lyrics

I got to see how I'm like ay, ay
Up all night been up all night
Ay, ay i've been up all night trying
To figure it out
Rose from my core now I'm spitting it out
Rose up to lord over sentences now
Retorting at the sword with a pen in my mouth
I lost my grandmother last year, ay
I couldn't plan for that
Trauma understand my persona
Now I'm banned bar from getting near her
Ay only xan be forgetting she'd be
Damned if I'm missing
Shit I bailed on my inhibitions
Hitting dance moves with devil, demons
And dementia can't understand you hold no
Belief in premonitions
If what you saying true I'm too
Far gone on forgone mischiefs, Ay
And my anxiety been fucking with me
Don't call your deity my
Nihilism treasure with me
Bitch don't you lie to me I
Pride myself on love I'm missing
Just get beside of me I'm tryna'
Find the stuff I'm preaching, Ay
And I been up all night
Trying to figure it out
Rose from my core now I'm spitting it out
Lower forces hoarding when my
Senses is clouded
I'm retorting at your sword with
A pen in my mouth mavi