Midwxst - Care lyrics

I've been fighting with myself
For seventeen years some nights I wish that
I could just disappear
When I talk, not sincere
I don't fit in with my peers
If you're tryna talk to Edgar
Hope you know that he's not there

Call, call, call, but I'm never picking up
Sick and tired, tired, tired, at this point
I've had enough
Say you care, care, care, but you're lying
Called your bluff
All this shit keeps on happening
But I guess it's my luck
Damn, I think I'm running out
Of fucks to give i'm at a point in my life
Where I don't give a shit say you're sorry
But it'll never change the shit that you did
So don't waste all my time with
Your lies and your fibs

Brain wastеs away, and I'll watch it decay
Sitting down with my thoughts
I watched 'em all rot away
I saw all my friеnds leave
I watched 'em fading away
But there's nothing I could do
There's nothing that I could say
Oh, you're sorry? I don't care
Said I need you, never there
With my feelings in this chair
Hope you know that life ain't fair
Think we cool? No, we not
Hope you burn, hope you rot
I ain't give a second thought when
I shoot the second shot

Call, call, call, but I'm never picking up
Sick and tired, tired, tired, at this point
I've had enough
Say you care, care, care, but you're lying
Called your bluff
All this shit keeps on happening
But I guess it's my luck
Damn, I think I'm running out
Of fucks to give i'm at a point in my life
Where I don't give a shit say you're sorry
But it'll never change the shit that you did
So don't waste all my time with
Your lies and your fibs