No Love For The Middle Child - Losing Feeling lyrics

Feeling like I'm goin' numb
Will it ever be enough
After I get what I want
If I'm losing losing losing losing
Feeling like I'm goin' numb
Will it ever be enough
If I don't like what I become
If I'm losing losing losing losing

Haven't made it out the hole still
Gotta watch my back or I'll be road kill
I always told myself that that wasn't me
Rather die on my feet than cry on my knees
This shits getting harder
The clocks running down
Punches get stronger
I can't stand the sound

Feeling like I'm goin' numb
Will it ever be enough
After I get what I want
If I'm losing losing losing losing
Feeling like I'm goin' numb
Will it ever be enough
If I don't like what I become
If I'm losing losing losing losing

Feeling
It's like I got nothing to believe in
Thought I wanted shit that I don't need it's
Killing me cause I thought it would heal me
Yea
Can't you feel it?
Bet I look up and I see no ceiling
Everybody wants to have a reason
And the way you'd ride a wave would make me seasick
Still I'm breathing

I'll drown it out
Done waiting around
You all act the same
Deep fake til you burn out

I'll drown it out
Done waiting around
You all act the same
Deep fake til you burn out

Feeling like I'm goin' numb
Will it ever be enough
After I get what I want
If I'm losing losing losing losing
Feeling like I'm goin' numb
Will it ever be enough
If I don't like what I become?