Palaye Royale - Dead To Me lyrics

Was it all in my head? Was it meant to be?
Thought I'd love you til death
Now you're dead to me
I still fucking, hate you, hate you, hate you
What are you doing to me?
Thought I'd love you til death
Now you're dead to me

You fuckin' love me, I'm crazy
Yeah, yeah, yeah, you were my baby
I wasn't perfect but I worked so hard
You still called me lazy
Had to leave the shit
All the shit you were doin' to me
Called me so many names started to believe
Made me fuckin' hate myself
You never wanted me, you wanted someone else
You made a home almost 'bout
To feel like a shell
Took a look in the mirror
And I started to see a man I wanted so long
You could never give it to me

Was it all in my head? Was it meant to be?
Thought I'd love you til death
Now you're dead to me
I still fucking, hate you, hate you, hate you
What are you doing to me?
Thought I'd love you til death
Now you're dead to me

I wasn't perfect
Always flirtin' with different women
And gettin' too fucked up
We couldn't even have a conversation
But what you did was worse
It was fuckin' inhuman
I caught you in bed with another man
Just left feelin' stupid

I went home with feelings
Drinkin' and feelings to break
I got madder and madder
And now I get him out of bed
You were screamin' at me
And then we're fightin' on the floor
I had blood spillin' out
I ain't even left from the door

I was wearin' shades on that face 'cause
You knew I was meetin' fans
It was the lowest point that I
Ever fuckin' felt as a man
I got hate in my heart
And an endless aggression
I can't let it all go
Would you answer my question

Was it all in my head? Was it meant to be?
Thought I'd love you til death
Now you're dead to me
I still fucking, hate you, hate you, hate you
What are you doing to me?
Thought I'd love you till death
Now you're dead to me now you're dead to me
Now you're dead to me now you're dead to me
Now you're dead to me

I couldn't see it then, but I see it now
Thank you so fucking much for
Rippin' my heart out
Stopping it and cutting it
And bleeding it out
Finally figured out so much about myself
I was never the problem, I can finally see
You just weren't the right
Fucking person for me
So take care, wish you well and the best
Hoping our paths never cross again
Said what I had to and needed to say
Going to love myself like
I should have yesterday

Was it all in my head? Was it meant to be?
Thought I'd love you til death
Now you're dead to me
I still fucking, hate you, hate you, hate you
What are you doing to me?
Thought I'd love you to death
Now you're dead to me (Now you're dead to me)
Now you're dead to me (Now you're dead to me)
Fuckin' dead, dead, dead, dead (dead to me)
Fuckin' dead, dead, dead, you're dead to me