Paradise Lost - Internal Torment lyrics

As you stare into the depths of darkness
Illusions of your mind pressured by horror
Standing on a plain of desolation
The streams of frozen mist are
Shattered by the sun
Travel through the uncaring skies
Prepare for this defeat
Once you're dead your eyes are shut forever
Is it just the darkness
That greets our pleas?

Trapped in my skull, sanities locked inside
Can't express my feelings
The pain I must hide
My body possessed by an unseen force
Crippled for life as I try to speak my voice
No physical pain you will feel
Is this mental insanity real?

No future an obscenity
Why was I chosen to suffer?
Hoping I wake up and the
Curse has left my soul

Attempts at speech are drowned in laughter
I writhe and grit my teeth in anger why?
Not allowed to make decisions
If only I could tell them all I can think
In my afterlife, I'll rise again
Destroy all the ones who laughed
Kill them all able to think, flex my
Limbs, talk and socialise, live my life