Penelope Scott - Sudafed lyrics

Well, it snowed once in Oregon
I mean, it snowed a few times
But I saw you out there one time in the cold
I jumped up onto my bed
I scared the hell out of my friends
I took a picture of you, but you didn't show

True light, true dread, pure Sudafed
If you wanted me dead, I'd be dead
I loved a boy enough I tried
To waste away for him
And I would kill him if ever you said

In the cold breathing darkness
Of the terrifying forest
Twigs snap under feet belonging to the void
It has got me in it's sights
It wants to touch it's guts to mine
And put me six feet underground
Right next to Freud

Pure light, pure dread, pure Sudafed
If you wanted me dead, I'd be dead
I loved a man enough I tried
To waste away for him
And I would kill him if ever you said