Phora - For The Best lyrics

How can I keep quiet?
Lay my head to rest
Do whatever you think's for the best
Ooh woah, oh, oh
How can I keep quiet? (Yeah)
Lay my head to rest (This is a song about)
Do whatever you think's for the best
(Learning to let go)
Ooh woah, oh, oh (Yeah, uh)

Pessimistic, my skepticism is borderline
Narcissistic, I try to refrain
From showin' signs
Narcotics and antidepressants healin' my
Soul and mind
Psychoactive personality trait's
Can't control what I'm feelin'
I'm a tragedy case
Or maybe it's just how I was raised
Alcohol and drug addiction seems to
Be a fuckin' family trait
Yeah
And last year I broke down to my core
That's why I didn't drop an album
But I dropped my tour
I got thoughts I be dealin' with
Depression in my motherfuckin'
Heart that you
Can't call a fuckin' hotline for
Yeah
Intact with my soul
Out of touch with the world
Like how I hate myself
Fall in love with my girl

I just gotta get this shit off my chest
You wanna leave, I understand, do what
You think's for the best
I mean

How can I keep quiet?
Lay my head to rest
Do whatever you think's for the best
Ooh woah, oh, oh
How can I keep quiet?
Lay my head to rest
Do whatever you think's for the best
Ooh woah, oh, oh (Yeah)

Semi bipolar, first I love, then I hate you
Cross the line one time
And I'm quick to erase you
One second, I'm happy
Then I switch and it's painful
Lonely 'cause the people that I love
Look at me in disgraceful
In shock from my aunt passin' away
Even though she gone
I still think of her to this day
All she did was love
She was crazy some people say
But still, she always had a big
Heart, and gave it away
Yeah
She was a beautiful tortured soul
Like you and I
My father's sister
I see her face painted in the sky
I miss her voice and her laugh
That shit kills me inside
I used to ask God
"Why?" but He never replied
Well, maybe it's too much to take in
Maybe I said too much, it'll
Make sense in the end
Yeah

Guess I just had to get
This shit off my chest
You wanna leave, I understand, do what
You think's for the best
I mean

How can I keep quiet?
Lay my head to rest
Do whatever you think's for the best
Ooh woah, oh, oh
How can I keep quiet?
Lay my head to rest
Do whatever you think's for the best
Ooh woah, oh, oh