Planet Booty - So So lyrics

Anxiously hoping
Perpetually look for an omen
Head keeps on spinning
I'm always back at the beginning freefall
I'm going but both of my eyes
Are wide open i'd give up
But, I've gone too far now
What trickled like a river
Started storming like an ocean
Get lost in indecision
When I can't handle the emotion
It gets harder the longer
You carry the weight
The sun sets but the night
Brings the moon and the stars it's calling

Try to make it through the
Night it'll be alright (alright)
Somehow make it through the day it'll be okay
(okay)
Keep searching for my way to acceptance
I had my hands around the future
But it slipped right through
(slipped right through)

Have you ever wanted something so, so bad
It made you so, so sad?
Have you ever fought for something so
So long only it goes so wrong?
I cried in vain a thousand times
When reality and dreams collide
Have you ever wanted something so, so bad
It made you so, so sad?

Self doubt and grieving tired for no reason
Keep tryin' to find a way outside my shadow
Getting in my own way
Question all that I know
Do I really have enough?
(do I really have enough?)
Think I'm running out of time (out of time)
Feeling like I'm hard to love
Feel like everything's on fire

What started as a whisper
Ignited into an explosion
It's hard to fit the reasons
To my oversized reactions (it gets harder)
I always walk it right up to the line of
(harder)
Breaking through or having a breakdown and
(harder) i never seem to get it right
And no matter how I try it
Life keeps passing by me

Try to make it through the
Night it'll be alright (alright)
Somehow make it through the day it'll be okay
(okay)
I keep searching for my way to acceptance, oh
I had my hands around the future
But it slipped right through
(slipped right through)
Have you ever wanted something so, so bad
It made you so, so sad?
Have you ever fought for something so
So long only it goes so wrong?
I cried in vain a thousand times
When reality and dreams collide
Have you ever wanted something so, so bad
It made you so, so sad?

Have you ever wanted something so, so bad
It made you so, so sad?
Have you ever fought for something so
So long only it goes so wrong?
(It gets hard the longer
You carry the weight)
I cried in vain a thousand times
When reality and dreams collide
Have you ever wanted something so, so bad
It made you so, so sad?