Poisonblack - Rush lyrics

I can't help but follow
In spite of going insane
For I know you'll swallow
The whole of my pain

I'm, I'm stepping out of the light
To feel what darkness can sow
I stare at the dead red lie
Just one glance and I know

All disguised beneath the smile
Of the temptress, siren, evil child
The devil's sweetest whore

'Cause you're feeding the fire within me
'Cause you're making me feel so alive
'Cause it's only the end of the suffering
And I'm drowning in this rush
'Cause you're feeding the fire within me
'Cause you're making it real for awhile
'Cause it's truly the end of the suffering
And I'm drowning in this rush

I was down, now flying going nowhere fast
There's no denying
I need this feeling to last
I breathe in and get higher
And the ache fades from sharp to dull
The knives of desire i feel them all

A thousand cuts still leave me cold
Give me more this soul's been sold
And I hope this time I won't wake up dead

'Cause you're feeding the fire within me
'Cause you're making me feel so alive
'Cause it's only the end of the suffering
And I'm drowning in this rush

Don't blame yourself for what
You can't ignore?
Don't blame yourself for wanting more
And more and more
Flesh on flesh raising breaths on breaths
I love, I love the rush of death

'Cause you're feeding the fire within me
'Cause you're making me feel so alive
'Cause it's only the end of the suffering
And I'm drowning in this rush
'Cause you're feeding the fire within me
'Cause you're making it real for awhile
'Cause it's truly the end of the suffering
And I'm drowning in this rush