Potluck - Million Tears lyrics

When I think about you and all
The things that we been through
You an angel, you was gold at
The end of the rainbow
For the time that we spent I was thankful
When I think about you and all
The things that we been
Through, you the devil, you love
Bite harder than a pitbull
You make me wanna put my pistol to my temple

I've cried a million tears
I've cried a million

I was livin' out my dream
Now I'm in a nightmare
Tossin' and turnin' this life ain't fair
I'm dyin' from the pain tryin' to
Get through but it's tough
Life ain't a movie and love ain't enough
Everybody warned me I didn't wanna listen
Now I'm all alone gettin stoned and trippin'
I must have been a phase
Thought it was forever now I'm
Livin' in a daze starin' at the blue sky but
It looks gray today
Ain't no super hero gonna come save the day
You can cut the tension with
A blunt razor blade
Then she packed up her clothes
And she faded away
Time will heal all wounds but what about now
I'm in shock and I'm hurt
Deep down nothin' can
Make it better not even fuckin' a hoe
Not even if I'm rockin' at
A sold out show i'm
Not a loser I ain't lookin' for no pitty shit
I'm just tryin' to get it
Out I'm feelin' like
An idiot, I even made her a song
Asked her to marry me that didn't last long
We signed on the dot she still had a question
She never really got me or my profession
I really really thought that she was my
Best friend, I must have forgot
Will I ever learn a lesson
Probably not, I'm a
Stupid motherfucker sometimes
Cryin' as I write every single
One of these lines
Tears fallin' down my cheeks
All over a bimbo
She took my confidence and threw
It out the window left me in the house all I
Got is my dog breeze
I'm just tryin' to heal god
Take away the pain please
I showed her how to take a
Bong hit of Mary Jane
We used to lay up in the
Bed and listen to the rain
We used to text every minute on the phone
Now I'm back from the tour
And I'm sittin' all alone
I really thought my life was
Gonna be diffrent I'm
Wrong, now I'm here writin' words to a song
That I don't wanna write
But, I gotta get it out, I still hear
Her voice like she's walkin'
Through the house
I don't wanna go out and have a breakdown
I might see her with a new man downtown
I've cried a million tears
I've cried a million
I've cried a million tears
I've cried a million

When I think about you and all
The things that we been through
You the best, you the heart
Still beatin' in my chest
You the reason I ain't settlin' for less
When I think about you and all
The things that we been through
You the worst, carin' more about
The money in your purse
Now I'm feelin' that your love is a curse

When I think about you and all
The things that we been through
You an angel, you was gold at
The end of the rainbow
For the time that we spent I was thankful
When I think about you and all
The things that we been
Through, you the devil, you love
Bite harder than a pitbull
You make me wanna put my pistol to my temple

Love me, and hold me, cause I need
To know that you'll be there
Love me, and hold me, cause I need
To know that you'll be there

I've cried a million tears
I've cried a million
I've cried a million tears
I've cried a million
I've cried a million tears