Proof - I Ain't Trippin lyrics

Ey yo
It's dedicated to all my homies from my past
You know what I'm sayin'
If you going in life hey, just listen

Ayo what make you think in a
Blink we ain't fam no more
I guessed the same shit they say
I ain't the man no more i played no more the
Grieve 'cause you're frustrated
You see me on the new ride
And you must hate it
Let me tell you what's over me
Where I've been
Keep you in focus while I share my sins
I had a son real young, now let's trace back
Put my faith in this music
And chose to chase rap
I left him fatherless
Never bothered with facin' him
Gotta deal with the drama
Others momma raisin' 'em
Ten years later, my girl tummy is fat
At the bottom of the barrel with
My gun in my lap had to hustle for rent
Put muscle in strength
Had to borrow a pimp for dollars and sex
It's a wonder why my blood even pump at all
Yo no matter what y'all think
My heart pumps for y'all

I'm sorry for sayin' that
I ain't trippin' man
I love you though Proof, I ain't trippin' man
We still dawgs though right?
I ain't trippin' man you been real distant
But I ain't trippin man

My situation ain't improvin', in fact
I'm still paid my dues and still losing
Walk in my shoes then
First son passed, the second one is here now
Confused, reaching for the weed and
All the beer now
Never rep for self, try to live for all
But, you didn't appreciate the real
Time I given y'all
Is it y'all that you don't want
It and flaunt it in rhymes?
You are my path for this
Cash seen hundred at time
It's crazy with the bullshit
Y'all addressing me
When every real man makes out his own destiny
You know that saying I depressed you
Neglect you and left you
Sharp minds, no harp wires
That respect's due
I had to get my thought on
Through the drama brought on
I feel y'all 'cause I slept on
Em when he got on when pressure's above
There's no justice for scrubs
Y'all was thicker than water but
Not less than blood
I can't believe y'all deceived
Me behind my back
Flipping for fame, damn where you mommy at?
Put the time with Zac still gon' hug y'all
No matter you think my niggas I love y'all

I'm sorry for sayin' that
I ain't trippin' man
I love you though Proof, I ain't trippin' man
We still gon' be dawgs though right
I ain't trippin' man
You been real distant, I ain't trippin man

It's easy to express all my pain with ink
Who held you down with love
If you brain would think
The fame will wink and the game extinct
It's plain and bleak that I came in peace
(Peace) but the love heal, my love kill
This love give, shit or this love still
Is your love fake, or is your love real?
Anyway fakin' luck and he be gettin' the bill
When you lose trust you lose light true
Through my consciousness is that
Of a confused Christ
I choose right and obey your decision
But, you need to be men
And just play your position
My flesh is sacred committed by God
If I'm livin' large
Shit's likewise for the whole squad
My body is a temple, it simple to read it
If the Lord don't give it
Then I must not need it
The world is cold, don't be afraid nigga
Don't let the fame fuck your brain
I ain't payin' nigga
Still got a thug for scrilla
No matter what you do and say your
Thing, shit I love y'all niggas, c'mon

I'm sorry for sayin' that there
I ain't trippin' man
I love you though Proof, I ain't trippin' man
We still dawgs though right
I ain't trippin' man
You been real real distant
But I ain't trippin man
I didn't mean to really say that
I ain't trippin' man
Can we shake on that? I ain't trippin' man
Somebody robbed records, I ain't trippin man
Sorry for sayin' that
But I ain't trippin' man