Proof - Kurt Kobain lyrics

This my last letter right here
Fuck this world
Let's get the fuck outta here

I put my soul through the ink
Bless a pad with thoughts, add my faults
Before I grow extinct
My back-bone disowned by zone
Why roam? Called home
But now on I'm all alone
Just Proof, no shine, no friends, just fans
No wonder my hands tight
Where the Internet ends
I take back most of the flack
The stress smokes press me close to the crack
Like my pops, the ghost of my past
Thyme and Mudd, Jay Dee and Stuckey
Lately I'm lucky, I don't hate me to touch me
Maybe I'm ugly inside but smilin' to make it
I love y'all, dawg
And that's however you take it
The fame is an illusion, I'm still losin'
In this game
With the rules and I feel clueless
The streets with the hills blueless
Cops knockin' at the door
Got me lookin' real foolish
But, I still do this, like I love it
Even though I thug it
Keep flossin' lights in public
The subject y'all don't know
Stars won't grow
Wounded dreams with scars to show
Minus the MTV videos with Slim
"Up in Smoke, " D-12, and many shows with Em
It's still me, dawg, no change for change
It's strange
When it pours it rains I take it back

I wish I could take it back
I wish I could take it back
But it's too late
I wish I could take it back
I wish I could take it back
But it's too late

Always talkin' to Snook, hopin' he speak back
Wishin' my first son was here to reach at
Feelin' detached my brother Earl, and Wayne
That bail money for jail, y'all can keep that
I've been deep before, ask Stillman
My heart's meltin', tell the
Truth I need help, man
My heart's big, but my sins bigger
Fuck the world, I don't feel like I can win
Niggas
It's like I'm lost and I find only demons
I wanna quit
It's like I'm tired of breathin'
So my stress confess to a famous song
Em, I love you don't let
This money change us, dawg
First born, when I'm gone, grab Nasaan
Leave Naeem with the cream and his mom
And dear Momma, I used to hate you
Now I relate to everything you
Did to make Proof i love you! Take it back

I wish I could take it back
I wish I could take it back
But it's too late
I wish I could take it back
I wish I could take it back
But it's too late

All y'all see is Free from 106 & Park
Y'all don't know I risk my
Heart with this apart
From the streets, the groups, the friends
The foes
The jewels, the dick lickers and the hoes
What about me? Sheltered with no guidance
Look at the finest
Royal highness on some hot shit
Still livin' with the liquor and bud
Sometimes I wish for my demise
So I can kick it with Bugz
I wish it was real between us all
In the past, you should've seen us, dawg
I'd die for Em and save Hailie
Brave maybe, but just let them
Tears roll off my grave, shady
Kuniva and Swift, how live does it get?
I meant to teach y'all niggas
To survive in this bitch
If we die to be rich, that makes me happy
And on another note, shit, don't hate me
Pappy it's just that we look the same
You let the game take you
Your son came along and took the game
Since I took my own life
Y'all feel a killer for sho'
Bizarre, on the real
You the realest nigga I know
Strappin' and bustin' ain't real
Just tell your mans the truth
And that's why you've always
Been friends with Proof
Answer to all, I've always lied with truth
And before I pull the trigger, Denaun
I'm proud of you

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