Psycho Realm - Confessions of a Drug Addict lyrics

I'm in pain, man
I feel the universe functioning perfectly
But, I'm still perfectly locked inside myself
Instead of oneness and I feel isolation

What type of drugs do you do?
And what do you do to get
Your hands on your shit mothafucka, huh!?
What kind of dirty tricks you
Do to get yourself fixed?
You're all sick is it lack of
Love? or lack of your withdrawal?
Drugs!, I need feminine venoms in the system
In order to function in the rhythm

You get hooked to the look of wild women
And wanna live in the land of the unforgiven
Habit's turn bad once individuals
Make 'em poison rituals
Gotta have it to have it, a habit
Welcome your choices of an addict

God forgive me for my bad habit's
Drug addict, needle up in my vein
I got to have it
To kill the pain, you silly rabbit
Dig a hole under the sun
To hide from the static
Automatic pressure got to kill it
Give some act-right juice so I could feel it
Ah, everything is all right
The eye of the needle cries
Out to the dark side
Lookin' inside through the outdoor, knockin'
But society won't let me in
So I grab my stockin'
Put over my head and get the dough
Cause the needle is my God
And Smack is my soul

Paraphernalia in my domain brings conclusion
That I'm using but the question is
Am I abusing?
Infested in the residence of Pico Union
Drug intrusion, color fusion
Invasion! of your senses maintain relapse
Dilate eye lenses
My dependence on the chemical
Artificial dreams is what makes
My habit obscene

What type of drugs do you do?
And what do you do to get
Your hands on your shit mothafucka, huh!?
What kind of dirty tricks you
Do to get yourself fixed?
You're all sick is it lack of
Love? or lack of your withdrawal?
Drugs!, I need feminine venoms in the system
In order to function in the rhythm

Tinted like the darkest shadows
My mind is cloudy
Subliminal commands will penetrate then
I get rowdy conditions drowsy
The sedative brings negative energy
I slump down and stay ahead of me
Powerful like metamphetamines
My state is altered
This here's no lie hydroponic, chronic
Got you feeling all erotic
Aphrodisiac, who's got it?
Alvarado maniacs risk prison
Time buying dimes
When you got the fix get in the mix
There's no denying, drugs be the only factor
Got me in the rapture making
An addict out of you
And proceed to capture your mind

You're mine, choke hold to your whole skull
Substance uncontrolled
Who holds straight keys to locks
And unlocks key holes
The structure of my trip is unstoppable
I'm 50 hit's of the dot, all powerful
We go deranged and remain
Living the last days in the
Haze of purple micro

I remember when I was a high school star
Had the prom queen, scholarship
Brand new car it's funny
You never know who your friends are
'Till you lose all your
Sensibilities to the dark
From the act-right but I'm all wrong
No wonder my family don't wanna have
Nothing to do with me
Humiliation, neglect, no respect
The concept of rehabilitation has been swept
I wish I was clean, a far fetched dream
But what other way am I going
To blow off my steam?

Heaven's all in this bottle of juice

Making me feel high

Making me feel loose

Got nowhere turn to
No one trusts me, I don't even trust myself