Pulley - Black Box lyrics

Up here sedated in my seat
Can't wait 'til I can see my feet
Run away from stupid things I've said
I'll be here a few days from now
Talk about it when I come down
If we make it this time
I'll clean the stain I've bled

Our worlds collide in new beginnings
It's an emergency permission to bail out
So when my heart crash lands
What memories will survive?
I thank my black box that I'm alive
I feel unlucky today
Can't wash the panic off my face
Didn't learn a thing from the last time
So selfish to be so confused
Heart beats like rapid fire
So close to the edge but far away in mind

Two days to go until I see you
Looks like we can call up
The ambulance down there
My head is touching down and
I've learned to be afraid
I thank my black box

Our worlds collide in new beginnings
It's an emergency permission to bail out
So when my heart crash lands
What memories will survive?
I thank my black box that I'm alive

I feel unlucky today