QWUH - Lawless lyrics

You told me you want me, you're under my skin
(It's heaven, I'm in it)
Every day this week I've been swallowing gin
(But I don't want to risk it)

You hold me so near I can't see what you hold
(It's not quite apparent)
Yet you hold me so far you
Can't hear what I've told
(Through the lipstick I'm wearing)

Oooh oooh

I race against time and the feeling of dread
(But you don't seem to notice)
Even if I'm sinking into my head
(Would you ever notice)

I'm trying so hard to be loud
But nobody else hears my yells

So

I'll tell you I'm tired and
You'll say that you know
(You wish you could help it)
But where were these gestures
'bout 5 months before?
(Go ahead, call me selfish)

Oooh oooh

You want to do better
Then start with your words
(Please, just be honest)
Don't tell me you love me
If you're not on board
(My love is not lawless)