Shinigami - disgusted lyrics

I can't look myself in the mirror
I'm disgusted with myself
I can't believe that this is
What I have become
Oooh-o
Maybe it's not worth it
I know I can't be perfect
And maybe one day I'll forget you
I don't want to, but I need to-o-o
Remember singing lullabies
I knew it wouldn't last forever
I just can't look at the bright side
Ignore all the feelings that I fight

First time, I knew
You would come running back
This time, I know
That you don't love me back
Love it when you tease me
Hate it when you leave me
I know that you'll dm me when
You see me on the TV

I can't look myself in the mirror
I'm disgusted with myself
I can't believe that this is
What I have become
Oooh-o
Maybe it's not worth it
I know I can't be perfect
And maybe one day I'll forget you
I don't want to, but I need to

While you try to fuck with my mind
I'm bouta fuck up a check
I just took a flight to Japan
While you were asleep in your bed
Foreign denim and the kicks are Dior
Paranoia when I walk out the door
I don't think that I can take anymore
Face down bleeding out on the floor
Maybe I just need to sleep in for another day
I think she love me cuz she sees that
I got diamonds on my wrist now
2k for the fit now
You know I'll be right here
No matter what happens

I can't look myself in the mirror
I'm disgusted with myself
I can't believe that this is
What I have become
Oooh-o
Maybe it's not worth it
I know I can't be perfect
And maybe one day I'll forget you
I don't want to, but I need to

First time, I knew
You would come running back
This time, I know
That you don't love me back
Love it when you tease me
Hate it when you leave me
I know that you'll dm when you
See me on the TV