Shinigami - wait lyrics

She said "slow it down" I
Said, "wait, wait, wait
Wait"
I been sparkin' gas to take the pain away
If you tryna slow it down
Get the fuck out my face
Stay out my way, ay

I been kickin' it back while
Everybody sit back and hate
Smokin' digital blunts
Every memory that I erase
Is a reminder I'm grateful for the
Way I live every day
I level up on the daily
I always knew this was my fate

You never gave me a chance to explain
The reason why I gave it
Up over and over I gave you
Chances but you fucked it up
Never again will I make
The same mistake twice
Open your eyes, say your goodbyes

I'm awake at night again
I feel like this fight will never end
I been fighting all these battles
Inside of my head
Back wood ash all over my bed
Yeah yeah yeah yeah

She said "slow it down" I
Said, "wait, wait, wait
Wait"
I been sparkin' gas to take the pain away
If you tryna slow it down
Get the fuck out my face
Stay out my way, ay

I been kickin' it back while
Everybody sit back and hate
Smokin' digital blunts
Every memory that I erase
Is a reminder I'm grateful for the
Way I live every day
I level up on the daily
I always knew this was my fate

I'm up in the clouds today
I jus' wanna fly away
Every night I turn down the lights
And waste my life away

No suicide
I don't wanna die
I think I'll be fine today

She riding high
See it in her eyes
She wanna be mine today

I lay awake and I think about
How all this time passed
Decaying at 19
Got open wounds all over my back
I'm lookin' for love
But don't know where the fuck
I could find that
I'm sick of the bullshit and fakes you
Know I had to fight back

She said "slow it down" I
Said, "wait, wait, wait
Wait"
I been sparkin' gas to take the pain away
If you tryna slow it down
Get the fuck out my face
Stay out my way, ay

I been kickin' it back while
Everybody sit back and hate
Smokin' digital blunts
Every memory that I erase
Is a reminder I'm grateful for the
Way I live every day
I level up on the daily
I always knew this was my fate