Sunshine Christo - Embracing The Darkness Within Me lyrics

It's not enough this world is still rotten
With too many rotten people
Somebody has to do this
And when I first got that notebook
All those years ago i knew I had to do it
No - I was the only one who could
I understood that killing people was a crime
But there was no other way
The world had to be fixed
A purpose given to me (Good luck)

Hop that turnstile fuck paying a fee
I'ma do me i'ma get this for free
Smash the emergency door
Eight niggas ran through it fuck the police
Them niggas always tryna book us
I can't read, so I can't read the rules
People livе like pussies
Scared of doing what thеy want
Lie, cheat, and steal till I get what I want
(Lie, cheat, and steal)
Sometimes I'm possessed by an entity
I don't act myself, but I feel so free
I'm in bad company feel the Devil lurking
Crowd chirps, phone chirps
All work for what?
I don't get paid at the end of the month
I don't do this out of love
I do this because I'm cursed
All I can do is rap, can't do nothing else
So many songs that were just cries for help
Feel what I've felt
Feel what I've dealt (Restock)
Feel what I wanted feel my desires
The more I think about them
The more I get tired drink out the bottle
I'm so fucked up threw up in my mouth
Puke in the bucket fuck it, fuck it, fuck it

I care about nothing
Everything I love was robbed from above
You can have my soul
I already sold it to drugs
It's never enough
Never enough to fill up that cup
Never enough to fill up my
Heart, I don't wanna quit
But I want to yeah just let me fucking die
Don't get in the way
I don't wanna go to therapy
Those doctors all scare me

You think men like Thomas
Wayne ever think what
It's like to be someone like me?
To be somebody but themselves? They don't
They think we'll just sit there and take it
Like good little boys
That we won't werewolf, and go wild
(You finished?)
(I mean there's so much self pity Arthur
It sounds like you're making excuses
For killing those young men)